So I haven't written in a while. Here's what's been going on. CONFUSION.

One perk about time passing is that winter is almost over. I can't wait to get out in the dirt and everything. Last Thursday we planted mustard and collard greens in a raised bed at Oneida St. greenhouse, hoping that they will survive. We've been starting all sorts of seeds in the TBG greenhouse. These past few weeks have been great, even though my car died. I've been walking and riding my bike everywhere.

My bike has a flat though. I plan on taking it to the bike co-op tomorrow. They are only open Sundays and Mondays, which works out because it just happened yesterday, which was Friday.

My car has a blown transmission.

I am not meant to be mobile.

Right this moment I have on a bright orange sweater that is too loud for Heather. It's kinda ugly, but I'm keeping it.

One thing that I have been having trouble with is my consistency in emotions. One minute I know what I should do, and the next I'm not doing what I originally thought about doing, and heading down a different path. It wouldn't be so bad, but its hindering my ability to have any sort of connection with anyone more than a few minutes. And then the next day, its completely forgotten. Not forgotten, just not brought up.

The space is coming along, slowly and surely.
One day it will be amazing.

People can change, right?