Experience is waaaaaaaay different than maturity.

Something about not knowing

what people are thinking used to make me very uncomfortable. I wanted to know what people thought about me, whether they liked me or hated me. Lately I've been realizing that I don't have to know, and it doesn't really matter.
It's gotten easier to talk to people who don't know me that well, and not look like a total spaz, just because I know that I have something to say that is worthwhile.

I was sitting at one of my friends house last night talking to this one kid, and we got on the topic of Adult Swim, and how they play the same episodes over and over. I mentioned that I hadn't really watched tv in about 2 years, and he was really confused. I'm pretty sure that he asked what I do at my house, or something like that, without a tv. I said that I talk to my roommates, read, cook, ect. Then he said something along the lines of "so you don't even have the tv on in the background when you talk to your roommates???" Fucking Christ.


I need to spend time figuring out my priorities. What am I to do with myself?
Going to visit a few friends I haven't seen in a while will be fun. Trips to Pennsylvania and Oregon are in my near future. Oregon maybe not so near, but close enough to smell the ocean. and the forests, trees, sand, sun. I can't wait.